Monday, January 30, 2012
I'm really sorry for not posting for a while. Recently I became ill and I'm trying to get better. Its not easy handling everything at once. I'm the type of person that holds everything in : anger, sadness, stress. Pretty much everything except happiness. I'm a ticking time bomb. I know its not the healthiest way to do things, but it is who I am. I'm always trying to keep it together, and make it seem like it even though its not. That's usually how I am until something pushes me to the edge and breakdown.
Right now I have so many things stuck in my mind. How to say in California, how our new future would look like in Texas,.... Should I quit the job I love to make more money and work at a job that I'm completely miserable? Too many important decisions. Too many outcomes. Its driving me crazy and that is all I can think about in the last couple of weeks. Those thoughts are already on top of me being really sick. I'm going through headaches and migraines almost everyday. It sucks balls.
What do I do? Should I be selfish and be happy or be an adult, take responsibility, suck it up and be miserable?
Man, I wish I could be a baby again and sleep and play all day.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Friday, April 13 & 20
The Black Keys, Swedish House Mafia, Pulp, Refused, Arctic Monkeys, Mazzy Star, Afrojack, Explosions in the Sky, M83, Amon Tobin, Cat Power, Madness, Jimmy Cliff & Tim Armstrong, GIRLS, The Rapture, Madeon, M. Ward, The Horrors, Frank Ocean, Horrors, James Alesso, Sebastien, Yuck, Neon Indian, Dawes, Black Angels, Deathgrips, Wu Lyf, Breakbot, Atari Teenage Riot, Feed Me, Givers, Other Lives, Band of Skulls, R3hab, Wolfgang, Midnight Beast, EMA, Ximena Sarinana, Kendrick Lamar, The Dear Hunter, Honeyhoney, Hello Seahorse!, Sheepdogs, LA Riots
Saturday, April 14 and 21
Radiohead, Bon Iver, The Shins, David Guetta, Noel Gallagher's High Flying Birds, Kaskade, Miike Snow, Jeff Mangum, Sebastian Ingrosso, Andrew Bird, Feist, Firehose, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, St. Vincent, Martin Solveig, Subfocus, Sbtrkt, Flying Lotus, Manchester Orchestra, Kasabian, AWOL Nation, Azealia Banks, Squeeze, A$AP Rocky, Buzzcocks, Kaiser Chiefs, Destroyer, The Head and the Heart, Laura Marling, Tuneyards, Grace Potter and the Nocturnals, Black Lips, The Big Pink, Childish Gambino, The Vaccines, Zed's Dead, Grouplove, Jacques Lu Cont, We Were Promised, Jetpacks, Gary Clark Jr., Borgore, Dragonette, We Are Augustines, Mt. Eden, Destructo, Suedehead, Keep Shelley in Athens, Pure Filth Sound
Sunday, April 15 and 22
Dr. Dre and Snoop Dogg, At the Drive-In, Justice, Florence and the Machine, AVICII, La Roux, Beirut, The Weeknd, Girl Talk, The Hives, DJ Shadow, Calvin Harris, Nero, Wild Flag, Modeselektor, Dada Life, Porter Robinson, Santigold, Flux Pavilion, Dr. P, Gotye, Seun Keti, Egypt 80, Beats Antique, Fitz and the Tantrums, Araabmuzik, Company Flow, Real Estate, Zed, Le Bucherettes, Greg Ginn, The Growlers, Noisia, Morgan Page, Gaslamp Killer, First Aid Kit, Oberhofer, Lissie, Thundercat, Metronomy, Wild Beasts, Housse de Racket, Fanfarlo, Spector, Gardens & Villa, Airplane Boys, Sleeper Agent
Monday, January 9, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
Thursday, January 5, 2012
1. Just because I'm standing in front of some cookies, and I'm a fatty , DOESN'T mean that I was eating those cookies. I have self control.
2. When you're having a bad day, just put on some music, and let it take you away.
3. You know you're totally out of shape when you're doing yoga and it hurts to even keep your arms up :(
4. Please learn how to spell.... PLEEEEAAAAAASSSSEEEEEE
5. Thankyou baby Jesus for making Morning Star veggie chicken nuggets..... and thankyou even more that they taste amazing!!!!!!!
6. Toaster ovens are the bomb. Don't have one? Get one :). You can toast your cheesy bagels, and tots, and your nuggets.... and tons of other things!!! I want one SO bad!
7. Also.... get a rice cooker and a crock pot. You'll thank me.
8. The higher your heels are.... the harder you're going to eat shit when you fall...... I've seen it happen ladies.
9. Getting a gift card to Trader Joes is THE best thing ever when you're broke!
10. Don't. Eat. Chocolate. Covered. Bacon. .... ... ........ Just don't do it.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
I hope that everyone enjoyed their holidays ♥ I hope that this year brings you so much more than last year. :) Its exciting to start a new year... you don't know what is going to happen. Well in my case it always raises my anxiety levels but I have to take it one day at a time. ;) So many good things happened last year that I hope this year can sort of top it. Last year I got engaged, married, found a wonderful second job and met new people that have become great friends.... Also some low points happened but what is life without something to make you cry?
This year I want to find a better job in general (so I don't have to be as exhausted all the time), I'm mostly giving up meat except for fish once a week (because if I don't have sushi I'm pretty sure I'll be miserable and die), and I'm dedicated in drinking a crapload of water everyday (because i can hear my body begging for healthy crap). I'm most excited about blogging. I was so disappointed that I didn't blog once during December, but granted December is the most hectic month of the year.
Anyway.... glad to be back... and I hope we all have a great year ahead.